I have been gargling a hellish brew today, consisting of raw apple cider vinegar, honey, cayenne pepper, coconut oil and herbal tea, attempting a holistic approach to curing the strep throat my lovely baby has shared with me. Yes, it’s as yummy as it sounds! I’m also ingesting spoonfuls of raw garlic, a natural antibiotic, and continuing with probiotic supplements, trying to slowly rebuild and strengthen my immunity. The hippie in me refuses to give up, I will fight this the natural way, antibiotic and doctor free!!
I’m still fighting illness upon illness in a tired, old, vicious cycle. I do believe the end is near. Not my death, mind you, but of the never ending illness on top of illness. This is what I choose to believe anyway.
The days are getting warmer, the grass greener, and surely, surely better health is on my horizon!!
I’m scared of what the coming year brings, when we introduce another child to their first year of school, bringing home all of these horrid super cooties. By then, universe willing, I will have gotten a grip on things and my body will be better prepared to fight off said cooties.
I’m also reading up on PCOS, reacquainting myself with all of the technical terms and the inner workings of the beast. I am determined to rein it in this year, and to reclaim my fertility along with my health. I have eliminated big stressors in my life, and after a weekend of uncertainty, expecting big drama and only getting a small, passive aggressive gesture, I feel like I can breathe deep and be selfish, thinking of myself first and focusing on positive change.
Change is GOOD!!! (Well some change is good……Do you know Shemar Moore left Criminal Minds?! That change is NOT good and this baby girl is still heartbroken over that!)
My cousin has told me she sees a baby in my near future, my daughter has told me that her fairies see a baby in my near future, and just this past weekend, my aunt shared a tarot reading with me that seemed to hint at a baby in my near future. These people are my heart and soul, and if even they feel the baby vibes, then surely the universe is in agreement!
So through the cruddy illnesses and crappy luck, I am continuing to see sunshine and rainbows. I started some seeds today for our garden, and I am going to surround myself with love and happiness until it all finally sinks in and I see all of my dreams come true.
I hope this post finds you all in good health and smiles, and if not, know that I am wishing it for you. Be happy and be well, my friends.