Seriously flirting with the idea of vlogging, adding another element to my blog here, and a new way to interact. I’m implementing a lot of big changes in my world right now, and as I’ve mentioned before, re educating myself on all things PCOS. I’m learning even more than I did before, 8 years ago, when I first dove into my research, and feel like it could be helpful to share what I find.
Speaking of 8 years ago……
So, it never fails to hit me this time of year, as the date approaches, and this year is no exception. Next week, on April 13, marks what would have been my third baby’s birth date/estimated due date. I was so stinkin’ excited to have a baby with diamonds as their birthstone!! Not to mention, we don’t have any April birthdays in the family yet! This year, I would be celebrating 8 blissful years, but the universe had another plan for me.
I lost my baby early on, and went spiraling down into my unexplained infertility battle, that I would eventually find out was caused by PCOS.
I am fighting PCOS to this very day, and have recently gotten so over it, I have decided to really do everything in my power to show this nasty condition who’s boss. (Spoiler alert: I’m the boss!! The power is in my hands, and yours too, if you are in my boat!)
I want a happy ending to my tear filled journey, and if I can give even a tiny glimmer of hope of help to someone who feels the same way, who is going through the same thing….well, then I feel like it’s my job to offer a helping hand, a shoulder to cry on, or even just an ear to listen.
That’s why I have been seriously considering vlogging, since I feel like I can better emote to you and speak like your friend, rather than just type the words to try and convey what’s in my head and heart.
I’ll have to see what my tech guy says, because I am thinking of just hitting record, spilling my guts, then sharing the video. I get annoyed at the idea of editing anything or doing anything technical because, blah, it’s boring to me! I am not a patient girl, I just wanna talk. :)